A call from my CHINGGU

A call from my love :)

hihihi :3

I LOVE HER TOO !

I mean I am not a lesbian but as a friend love :P

I really really love her , 

if I were boy , 

I really want to date her ><

I can jealous when she didnt talk to me ,

I hate when she had another friends :(

I want to call her ,

but my phone ........ :(

HOW SAD and A SAD CASE !

I love her so much :(

Can I cry for her too ? ^^

I wish I could cry and I could see her in life too :')

SEXY , FREE & SINGLE !

SEXY , FREE & SINGLE ! :)

Yup , that's me !!

Yesterday while I'm listening to KISS THE RADIO ( KTR ) ,

Ryeowook say he would like to be alone forever ,

then I think for a whole night maybe till now too ? :)

While I'm thinking yesterday I was saying to myself ,

'' Ryeowook-sshi , why are you so silly to do that way ?! You can't be alone forever ! You need a girl ! ''

Okay , what I think now huh ??

I think I want to be like him too , be alone forever :)

Why ?!

Because I have Super Junior !

maybe I will marry when I found a boy who can replace them but I know NONE of this boy can replace them ...

Don't ask me why , just because they can manage to accompany 24 hour in a day and you , my dear ? maybe half a day ? I don't know and I AM NOT INTERESTED !

If can , I would like to find an ELF's boyfriend :)

Cause they can understand why am I so addicted to them :D

We can share our interest together :P

Is difficult !! so I rather be alone and do what I like .. 

Spend my money without limit ! 

hahahha , spend my money for them only >,< 

I LOVE TO BE ALONE !!

FOREVER ALONE ? :)

IS OKAY , I STILL LOVE IT !!

I don'r know why from morning I keep on playing this song @@

Really addicted ??

LOL !

Friend ?

Friend ??

Do I really have one ??

I want to find you guys but I really afraid they are busy :')

I so stress now , I feel like dying but who knows ? NOBODY !

Why am I always alone ?? 

am I a human ?!

I really really tired being myself !! 

Why can't I have life like others ?!

SJ , I really need you now !!

Only SJ is here for me whenever I am sad , happy , angry or tired ...

That's why I love them more than others ..

I FEEL REALLY BAD TODAY !  :')

The '' Glamorous Night ''

One word to describe the '' glamorous night '' 

SUCK  !!!!

I think is better for me to sleep at home and watch SJ the whole day long man !

Waste my RM 45 only , if sir didn't give the midterm mark I think I won't go this kind of stupid stuff ! 

Really WASTE OF MY TIME !

In Avillion Legacy Hotel's Toilet =.=

By the way , one thing I like to is I love my style of dressing yesterday :)

hahahaha :P

So true , I wore a dress ! :D

I think is okay when I wear a dress ..

LOL !

What I get for the night ? 

One RM 5 cup !! =.=

Which make me feel LOL !

And the food are not so nice and the fish NOT FRESH !

ARRRGGHH !! Really waste my money :(

They don't know RM 45 can buy SJ's album !!!! :'(

Hate them so much !!!

Prepare for Dinner

I just after bathe , okay ?!

Okay -_-'' I know I'm ugly now .. But I am preparing for my dinner later !! I will imagine SWC is right beside me always :)

Hhmmm ... I wonder SWC what he doing now ? :D Did he knows that I am waiting him in there ? Hopefully yes :( But actually NO AND NEVER ..... Is okay , I know I am an dump ass ! I am okay with it :) 

* THINK POSITIVE *

I am an ELF

Why I am opening a new blog ? Easy , the answer is I forgotten my old blog link ! :'(

Okay , why I have to put ELF , SJ , SuJu wherever I go and what I did , is easy because I love them :) Although they don't know me , is fine , they just need to know that I love them more than anyone else ! :) 

Someone told me that she love Jong Woon not just an idol , haha .. You think only you have the same thinking ? Not only you , chinggu ! :)

My best sister and I did it too ! We can imagine that our Love is lying right beside us and do stupid stuff and more IMAGINATION ! ( I am good in imagine ! :P )

Sometime I think my life is wasted and why don't I just die and go to hell or whatever but when I think of them and I think I should stay for more years till they old and having children ( huh ?! maybe I am their child mum ! hahahaha ! ) They are just the reason why I stay !

Sometime I cry for them for hundred time in a day , I don't know why but I just did it .. I know is waste of my time but I just love it ..

My rules is simple , you like them , I like you :)

You hate them , I FCK you :)

They are the reason why I smile , I cry :')

Maybe you find me silly to do that , but if they are just your lover and what will you do ? Is the same ! Same feeling as all of you .. The only difference is MY LOVE WILL NEVER COME TRUE :)

But is okay for me :D