Monday, 22 April 2013

To my Dream or Stay ?

I dont know what should I do now ?
Almost a year I study in this college and find it quiet useless ..
But then I want to go oversea study in Taiwan ...
How to tell my dad this ? OMG !
Just now when I say my friend is going to Taiwan for further study and he said Taiwan always having earthquake .. 
How I supposed to tell him I want to quit this college ? :(

I AM LOST .

Wednesday, 10 April 2013

Let the gone be gone , Ashleigh ... :)

Well , I am surprising that you just add me in Kakao and I am surprise that I text you first .... ? First text , '' Long Time No See [ with a smiling picture ] '' I think back and I think I had brain damage that time so when you replied me my heart beat really fast , I know it's had been so long since 2011 .... I still miss you :') I have SuJu , I have SWC , I didn't have you , can I just have you for one more time ? I didn't know why we break up that time ... You said I didn't love you , but I LOVE YOU at that time ... Now ? I like you :) I want us to chat more like friend do , can we ? I have many things to tell you and ask you .. Will you listen to me ..... ? NO ! I just one day you will understand my heart as well .. Be happy always ! 

TO MYSELF ,
PLEASE FORGET HIM !
DON'T KEEP ON REMIND YOURSELF , THAT GUY !
IT'S OVER ..

Do I look alike just like Henry .. ?
Meet your ex and get hurt and fell in love again and get hurt ..
That's what we do ?! :)

Happy Belated Birthday ... SWC


我亲爱的始源宝贝 , 生日快乐 !
This is my first time celebrate your birthday with you through my heart  ,
I’m sorry to lost myself for so long and I finally found you in my heart :)
寂寞是有一点  , 你不在我身边 , 总是想着你 !
每个人都说  一辈子的爱 ,
, 不知道是否我真的能一辈子地爱你 ..
, 我可能会对别人动摇 …..
也许有一天我真的会爬墙
但是我只想让你知道 , 我真的很爱很爱很爱你 始源 !
这是我第一次很认真地爱着一个男生
不管是在爱情还是什么 , 我真的很爱很爱很爱 ..
也许别人觉得我是疯子 ,
也许别人可以说我爱幻想 ,
也许别人说我生活在虚假的世界 ,
我不介意 , 因为我有了你 !
始源 你听到我说 我爱你始源吗 ? TTATT

Wednesday, 3 April 2013

特别想你

好久不见 ,
是否你在想我了 ?
不 , 你不认识我 ...
但我想你了 , 知道吗 ?
我一直一直一直很努力地在想你 ..
一直 想. 着. 你. ....
宝贝儿 ,
你知道我在看什么戏吗 ?
< 拥抱太阳的月亮 >
始源 你是 太阳 吗 ?
那我就是那个 月亮 吗 ? 
我会守护你的 ,
虽然他们结局是相认 ..
我知道我们相认是绝对不可能的事 ....
嗯 , 那我们也来一场永不结局的 < 拥抱太阳的月亮 > 吧 !
我会永远永远永远守护着你 ...
虽然每天提心吊胆地担心自己是否会放弃 ...
很担心有一天我们会有个不完美的结局 ...


亲爱的 ,
其实 周觅 的 距离的拥抱 很好听 ...
你知道它的含义吗 ?
虽然我自己不清楚 ........
但真的很好听 !
还有啊 ,
SHINee Dream Girl 完全描述了我的心情 :)
1005 , 
真的你会来吗 ?
我们真的要见面了吗 ?
嗯 , 我每天都在期待着 ...
我希望不要有考试 ..
我也希望我爸爸会体谅我去 SS5  ..
只要见你一面 ,
我真的 心满意足 死无遗憾 !

亲爱的啊 ,
最近我真的烦恼很多 , 
但我只想和你分享 ~
怎么办 ?
快到我的身边来 ~
好吗 ?

崔始源 请回答 2012 年 05 年 17 日 
还记得这天吗 ?
是你抓了我的心 TTATT 

我 TMD 伤感 ..
别烦我 !
FCUK OFF IF YOU HATE ME !