因为你 不 因为你们

我不知道那家伙受到什么诅咒 ..

我不知道为什么老天爷要这样对他 ..

好好的一个人 ...

好好的一位对长 ...

好好的一位 ...

真的很好 ...

为什么 ....

难道他上辈子做错了什么 ..

为什么一定要去当兵 ..

难道那边的人都不会自动要求当兵吗 ?

为什么你们不会学点点马来西亚风格 ...

要当兵自己去啊 ....

自由性 ..

我们家的 JSP 身体状态真的很不好啊 ...

为什么你要这样对他 ......

因为他的眼泪变成我的眼泪 ;

因为他 我感到很安慰 ;

因为他 我很开心 ;

因为他 我看见了 ELF 的力量 ;

因为他 我感觉到 SJ 能永远在一起 不分离 ;

因为他 我真的觉得生命的重要 ;

因为他们 我知道了什么叫 珍惜 :) ; 

因为他们 我知道了什么叫 忍耐 :) ;

谢谢你们 ..

不能不爱你们 ...

你们都很重要 ...

老爸开口闭口就是 世界末日 ...

我和老爸说了 ,

在世界末日之前 我一定要去到韩国 ...

我真的要见到你们才行 ..

不然死了我会很后悔 ....

很遗憾 ......

在此 ,

我发誓 ,

一个月的花费不能超过 RM 20 ,

除非专辑 ..

我真的什么都可以放弃 ...

即使要我每天啃着面包我也无所谓了 ...

要知道我牺牲蛮大的 ...

我最不喜欢吃的就是每次吃面包了 ...

现在我愿意了 ....

昨晚我想到了 JSP ,

结果我哭到我眼角差点脱皮 ...

我真的很舍不得 ....

我都不行了 ...

难道我妹可以忍吗 .....

对不起 ,

是我没用 ,

我不了解你 ,

我真的很没用 ,

连安慰人家都不会 ...

反而要别人安慰我 .....

够了 !

我眼睛又下雨了 ..

差点打雷 ...

我还是不写了 ....

:')

God is always fair :')

God is always fair ,

I think ... :)

what do you think about Him ?

He is my only God ..

just pray He might reply you :D

I have a happy family ,

although my dad is sometime out of mind ?

LOL !

but is so true ~

He love me with his own special ways :)

I love him and I don't like him at the same time ..

why ?!

cause he sometime really too much , 

is not my fault but still blame me !!!

but still I HAVE A HAPPY FAMILY ..

we are not rich ,

we just can survive ..

he say he wants to go oversea alone ,

but he think of me and my brother ,

he is so worry to leave us alone ..

I want him to go enjoy ..

I hope I can manage to pay him a flies to China or anywhere he wants to go :)

That's my dream ...

although he don't understand me ,

but I really so understand him ..

when he is in a bad mood , good mood ..

he shows on his face ..

me ?

he don't know but I am okay ..

I can live alone :)

as long he is happy I am happy too !

although I have a happy family but still I don't really have a friend who really understand me ...

that's why God is always so fair to us ,

nothing is prefect :)

I have family but don't have a true friend ...

indeed ,

family is important after all ..

is okay ,

I can be alone ..

as long I have SUPER JUNIOR beside me ,

nothing to be afraid :)

They are my only reason why I am happy !

They don't know me ,

but I know them all ....

I love them ,

they know it ?

NO !

I am not stupid ,

I just fall in love with them ..

in my eyes ,

they are prefect :)

I just love them all ..

I don't know why yesterday night my tears flows out from my eyes ..

raining in my eyes ...

:D

HAHAHA !

I just miss them ,

I am really tired of everything ...

God ,

why don't you give me a chance to meet them ?

why don't give me a chance to be a prefect person ?

I want family , friends , suju , health , wealth , happiness ..

ALL !!!!!

can I have it ?

is okay ,

You have done enough for me ..

I will pay you back when I go back to Heaven ...

I love you , God ! 

What is exam

People ,

what is an exam ?

.__.

let me tell you ....

sometime you will do it alone or maybe TEAMWORK ..

got it ? :P

I know you do ..

hehehe !

by telling the truth ,

since from secondary I am always using TEAMWORK but today ...

WOAH !

me ?

no more teamwork XD

I can't believe it !

Yesterday ,

I was listening to Oppa Gangnam Style ..

what I feel ....

NOT BAD ..

and now my heart is full of love with people around me :D

people like ,

SUPER JUNIOR 

LEE JOON KI 

This jkshock , 

hahaha ..

I am sorry to dump you 2 years back ?!

cause of military >,<

 I am so sorry !

but I know I LOVE you for 3 years :D

ONE DIRECTION - ZAYN 

Sorry to the Directioners !

I am just addicted to Zayn :(

forgive me , maybe ? :D

can someone tell me more about him ?

HAHA ..

FriEND :)

Friend ,

you calls this FRIENDSHIP ?

I call this BULLSHIT :)

Thanks !

Thanks for hurting me , 

thanks for caring me ,

thanks for everything ..

You say I am CHILDISH ..

Fine :)

Is ok .. 

you will be notice who is more childish ..

you say you love me as best friend ,

yes sure ..

I treat you as best friend ..

but how you treat me is more than a best friend ..

please ,

even my GIRLFRIEND didn't do this to me :)

PLEASE THINK OF IT ...

THANKS :)

Chinese Post .. :))

说真的 ,

只是简单无聊发泄而已 ...

没有针对任何人 ...

只是说为什么要这样对我们的 oppa ?

来对付我吧 !

哈巴狗们 ~

* 生气 !!!!!! *

说真的 ,

我不知道为什么 ...

那些无聊脑障儿 ,

你们不是说什么 ANTI 我们家 ( ELF ) 男人吗 ?

你们搞屁去 youtube 还侮辱我们的 MV ?

我们得罪你 ?

我们也没有去侮辱你的那个狗样的偶像脸 !

不喜欢为什么还看下去 ?

我真心感谢你们帮我冲收视力也帮我们的男人在 youtube '' most discuss '' 里出现 !

THANK YOU BUT FCUK OFF !

去管好你们家艺人吧 !

一脸就是 PLASTIC 那样的哈巴狗 !

DOGS !

* 不要对号入座 *

人是有人耐性 ,

可是你们真的踩到我地雷 !!

抱歉 ,

已经爆炸了 !!!

在生活上 ,

虽然我脾气很差 ,

我可以忍就忍 ...

但你一说到 SUPER JUNIOR 这个字 ,

你这些哈巴狗真的是自动把尸送上门 !

我说 ,

自管自家事 !

你老师没有教过你吗 !?

难道说你听不明人话

想听下鸟话狗话还是屁话 ?

好了 ,

我不说了 ...

说下去真得很想炸爆电脑 !

I hope God will forgive all the haters for being rude to super junior !

He will forgive all your SINS ...

AMEN ! :)

Sunday rock ! :)

3 Poster is for my sister :P

Sunday ,

I went shopping then I bought some Poster ?

HAHAHAHA !

EXACTLY !

don't even mention it ,

of course is SUPER JUNIOR picture !!!!

Woohoo !!!

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from the 1st Look magazine ! :)
PS : where can I get it ??

then ,

I saw SWC picture !!!

WOAH !!!

Sexy , Free & Single !!!!! 

DAEBAKKKK !

I love him !!!

HE IS MINE !!!

MUAHAHAHHA !!!

one more picture of him and make me almost nose bleed and fainted ! @_@

WARNING !!!!!!!

MIGHT CAUSE HEART ATTACK !!!

NOSE BLEED AND EVEN FAINTED !!!

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I JUST LOVE HIM .....

Hope one day in my life I could ever meet him :)

almost forget !!

on grandpa birthday , 

we went to a restaurant and there was a KTV ..

then I look for SUPER JUNIOR guess what I saw !!

SEXY , FREE & SINGLE !!!!!

sure !!

I play all their songs and everyone enjoying my HORRIBLE voice there XD

HAHAHAHA !

DON'T TELL ME STORY , FCUK YOU !

First of all , 

from Saturday I was so excited about the album had just arrive !

so Monday I can take it ...

then it was Sunday and goes Monday !

You says , 

'' Meet me in front of my school 4PM on Monday so I can hand on your album ! ''

That's what make me so happy and I lose my sleep and EXCITED !

I always count down and then that's 4PM and is Monday !

I wait ......

5 minutes ........

10 minutes ...........

( call you once .... )

15 minutes ...............

20 MINUTES ...............

( call you twice and send you a message ... )

30 MINUTES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and what I got ?!

Hot sun ?!

People starring at you like who the hell are you and where you come from ...

FCUK !!!

Although I still can wait , 

but what you did ?!

Send me a message by telling me , 

'' tomorrow 3.40PM meet me in front school .. ''

so you went home and didn't tell me ?!

YOU ARE MY FRIEND SO I DIDN'T FCUK YOU !!!

I GIVE YOU FACE , MY DEAR !!!

APPRECIATE IT !!

If tomorrow you didn't show up I really will shoot you !!

I don't care who are you !

SuJu is really important to me , you fcuking BITCH !!!

I drive alone because of album !!

so NO MORE TRICK BEFORE I KILL YOU WITH MY HAND !! 

I AM THE ONE WHO HURT THE MOST

FRIEND ?

this word can't be found in my dictionary FOREVER ...

what I had is SJ and SJ and SJ FOREVER !

Why always I am the one who hurt the most ?!

I don't know what you thinking now ...

why always say me didn't care for you ?!

I reload my phone just because of you and text you early in the morning .. 

what I get is this !!!

FCUK FRIENDSHIP !

NO MORE FRIENDSHIP ALLOW IN MY LIFE !!

NO MORE AND FOREVER !!

I am good in forever alone ..

I like it so much !!

I have SJ in my life is enough !!!!

really so hurt ....

is worst than losing my love one ..

sigh ....

no mood =.=

18 years old , BRIDGE ?!

I attend a wedding today ,

When I first look at the bridge I was thinking

'' Why she don't smile ? Should smile a bit mah , is your wedding ''

then I know THE STORY of them =.=

Okay , when I first look into her eyes , 

she looks like 24 or younger a bit or older a bit ...

the bridegroom looks 26 years old ...

After I know THE STORY ........

I was like OMG ...... 

is that true ?!

she is actually 18 years old only ..

As young as me ?!

( I am younger !! I look YOUNG !!!! :P )

Why married to a guy at this age ?

In the tv series , drama and movie also have ...

so I don't need to say :P

hahahaha ~

* SUPER JUNIOR *

My every post of this blog MUST have a bit details and what I think of them .. 

Cause I love them :)

Okay , Oh My Gosh !!!!

SPY music video Teaser is already out yesterday !!! 

did you watch it ?!?!?!?

IS SO NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !! ♥

but I think they don't look like SPY ... =.=

Why ?!

Cause they look like Mafia more xD

LOL ! TROLL !

Here is the SPY ! :)

WATCH OUT THE GUN !

THEY'RE GOING TO KILL YOU :P

Life today

I love her doesn't means I am Lesbian , okay ? -_-

But I wish someday in my life I could meet her :)

Cause she is lovable xD

Today ?

What I did just now ....

Errmmmm , something like carrying the cupboard from down to up LIKE A BULL !

I AM SO TIRED !

Dad is trying to train my muscle so no need go gym -_-

Although is a very good idea but dad , I am not ready T.T

TIRED !

TIRED !!

TIRED !!!

but when I think of them ,

I think I am not tired alone :P

I have them , I am not FOREVER ALONE !

Hubby !!!! ^^

SWC always been so cool :(

Watch his '' Oh! My lady '' drama from now ..

I wish it will never end !

I don't know why when I think about him , I cry !

Even the piano sound will flow by my ears !

LOL , so dramatic but is real :(

I think so many times in a day whether to find a boy or whatever ..

But then , I think SuJu is the best lar .. 

I can live without boys :D

for me , '' RELATIONSHIP ARE GRAVE THAT I BUILT IT MYSELF '' ... and by my own hand ..

( except the boys are a truly ELF too that can understand my situation , respect me and my family , hardworking and maybe knows how to play instrument too ? )

Do I want to destroy my happiness forever ? NO !

Do I want to live without Oppa Love ? NO !

I think I just want their love forever :P

HAHAHAHAHA , I AM NOT SINGLE ! :P