God is always fair :')

God is always fair ,

I think ... :)

what do you think about Him ?

He is my only God ..

just pray He might reply you :D

I have a happy family ,

although my dad is sometime out of mind ?

LOL !

but is so true ~

He love me with his own special ways :)

I love him and I don't like him at the same time ..

why ?!

cause he sometime really too much , 

is not my fault but still blame me !!!

but still I HAVE A HAPPY FAMILY ..

we are not rich ,

we just can survive ..

he say he wants to go oversea alone ,

but he think of me and my brother ,

he is so worry to leave us alone ..

I want him to go enjoy ..

I hope I can manage to pay him a flies to China or anywhere he wants to go :)

That's my dream ...

although he don't understand me ,

but I really so understand him ..

when he is in a bad mood , good mood ..

he shows on his face ..

me ?

he don't know but I am okay ..

I can live alone :)

as long he is happy I am happy too !

although I have a happy family but still I don't really have a friend who really understand me ...

that's why God is always so fair to us ,

nothing is prefect :)

I have family but don't have a true friend ...

indeed ,

family is important after all ..

is okay ,

I can be alone ..

as long I have SUPER JUNIOR beside me ,

nothing to be afraid :)

They are my only reason why I am happy !

They don't know me ,

but I know them all ....

I love them ,

they know it ?

NO !

I am not stupid ,

I just fall in love with them ..

in my eyes ,

they are prefect :)

I just love them all ..

I don't know why yesterday night my tears flows out from my eyes ..

raining in my eyes ...

:D

HAHAHA !

I just miss them ,

I am really tired of everything ...

God ,

why don't you give me a chance to meet them ?

why don't give me a chance to be a prefect person ?

I want family , friends , suju , health , wealth , happiness ..

ALL !!!!!

can I have it ?

is okay ,

You have done enough for me ..

I will pay you back when I go back to Heaven ...

I love you , God !