I AM THE ONE WHO HURT THE MOST

FRIEND ?

this word can't be found in my dictionary FOREVER ...

what I had is SJ and SJ and SJ FOREVER !

Why always I am the one who hurt the most ?!

I don't know what you thinking now ...

why always say me didn't care for you ?!

I reload my phone just because of you and text you early in the morning .. 

what I get is this !!!

FCUK FRIENDSHIP !

NO MORE FRIENDSHIP ALLOW IN MY LIFE !!

NO MORE AND FOREVER !!

I am good in forever alone ..

I like it so much !!

I have SJ in my life is enough !!!!

really so hurt ....

is worst than losing my love one ..

sigh ....

no mood =.=

18 years old , BRIDGE ?!

I attend a wedding today ,

When I first look at the bridge I was thinking

'' Why she don't smile ? Should smile a bit mah , is your wedding ''

then I know THE STORY of them =.=

Okay , when I first look into her eyes , 

she looks like 24 or younger a bit or older a bit ...

the bridegroom looks 26 years old ...

After I know THE STORY ........

I was like OMG ...... 

is that true ?!

she is actually 18 years old only ..

As young as me ?!

( I am younger !! I look YOUNG !!!! :P )

Why married to a guy at this age ?

In the tv series , drama and movie also have ...

so I don't need to say :P

hahahaha ~

* SUPER JUNIOR *

My every post of this blog MUST have a bit details and what I think of them .. 

Cause I love them :)

Okay , Oh My Gosh !!!!

SPY music video Teaser is already out yesterday !!! 

did you watch it ?!?!?!?

IS SO NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !! ♥

but I think they don't look like SPY ... =.=

Why ?!

Cause they look like Mafia more xD

LOL ! TROLL !

Here is the SPY ! :)

WATCH OUT THE GUN !

THEY'RE GOING TO KILL YOU :P

Life today

I love her doesn't means I am Lesbian , okay ? -_-

But I wish someday in my life I could meet her :)

Cause she is lovable xD

Today ?

What I did just now ....

Errmmmm , something like carrying the cupboard from down to up LIKE A BULL !

I AM SO TIRED !

Dad is trying to train my muscle so no need go gym -_-

Although is a very good idea but dad , I am not ready T.T

TIRED !

TIRED !!

TIRED !!!

but when I think of them ,

I think I am not tired alone :P

I have them , I am not FOREVER ALONE !

Hubby !!!! ^^

SWC always been so cool :(

Watch his '' Oh! My lady '' drama from now ..

I wish it will never end !

I don't know why when I think about him , I cry !

Even the piano sound will flow by my ears !

LOL , so dramatic but is real :(

I think so many times in a day whether to find a boy or whatever ..

But then , I think SuJu is the best lar .. 

I can live without boys :D

for me , '' RELATIONSHIP ARE GRAVE THAT I BUILT IT MYSELF '' ... and by my own hand ..

( except the boys are a truly ELF too that can understand my situation , respect me and my family , hardworking and maybe knows how to play instrument too ? )

Do I want to destroy my happiness forever ? NO !

Do I want to live without Oppa Love ? NO !

I think I just want their love forever :P

HAHAHAHAHA , I AM NOT SINGLE ! :P

A call from my CHINGGU

A call from my love :)

hihihi :3

I LOVE HER TOO !

I mean I am not a lesbian but as a friend love :P

I really really love her , 

if I were boy , 

I really want to date her ><

I can jealous when she didnt talk to me ,

I hate when she had another friends :(

I want to call her ,

but my phone ........ :(

HOW SAD and A SAD CASE !

I love her so much :(

Can I cry for her too ? ^^

I wish I could cry and I could see her in life too :')

SEXY , FREE & SINGLE !

SEXY , FREE & SINGLE ! :)

Yup , that's me !!

Yesterday while I'm listening to KISS THE RADIO ( KTR ) ,

Ryeowook say he would like to be alone forever ,

then I think for a whole night maybe till now too ? :)

While I'm thinking yesterday I was saying to myself ,

'' Ryeowook-sshi , why are you so silly to do that way ?! You can't be alone forever ! You need a girl ! ''

Okay , what I think now huh ??

I think I want to be like him too , be alone forever :)

Why ?!

Because I have Super Junior !

maybe I will marry when I found a boy who can replace them but I know NONE of this boy can replace them ...

Don't ask me why , just because they can manage to accompany 24 hour in a day and you , my dear ? maybe half a day ? I don't know and I AM NOT INTERESTED !

If can , I would like to find an ELF's boyfriend :)

Cause they can understand why am I so addicted to them :D

We can share our interest together :P

Is difficult !! so I rather be alone and do what I like .. 

Spend my money without limit ! 

hahahha , spend my money for them only >,< 

I LOVE TO BE ALONE !!

FOREVER ALONE ? :)

IS OKAY , I STILL LOVE IT !!

I don'r know why from morning I keep on playing this song @@

Really addicted ??

LOL !

Friend ?

Friend ??

Do I really have one ??

I want to find you guys but I really afraid they are busy :')

I so stress now , I feel like dying but who knows ? NOBODY !

Why am I always alone ?? 

am I a human ?!

I really really tired being myself !! 

Why can't I have life like others ?!

SJ , I really need you now !!

Only SJ is here for me whenever I am sad , happy , angry or tired ...

That's why I love them more than others ..

I FEEL REALLY BAD TODAY !  :')

The '' Glamorous Night ''

One word to describe the '' glamorous night '' 

SUCK  !!!!

I think is better for me to sleep at home and watch SJ the whole day long man !

Waste my RM 45 only , if sir didn't give the midterm mark I think I won't go this kind of stupid stuff ! 

Really WASTE OF MY TIME !

In Avillion Legacy Hotel's Toilet =.=

By the way , one thing I like to is I love my style of dressing yesterday :)

hahahaha :P

So true , I wore a dress ! :D

I think is okay when I wear a dress ..

LOL !

What I get for the night ? 

One RM 5 cup !! =.=

Which make me feel LOL !

And the food are not so nice and the fish NOT FRESH !

ARRRGGHH !! Really waste my money :(

They don't know RM 45 can buy SJ's album !!!! :'(

Hate them so much !!!