Sharing sometime can be BAD

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我喜欢 Andy , 虽然只能像艺人粉丝之间的喜欢 , 但一到有人说 '' 我也是很喜欢 Andy '' 我还是会吃醋 ... 不知道为什么 , 是自己小气 霸道 ? 啊 , 我真的不想要分享我喜欢的人 . 怎么办 ... 

话说 , 21 日 .
你为什么要再次出现在我的 FB ?
你知道我还忘不了你吗 ?
为什么我一直一直喜欢你 ?
为什么 ?
明明我知道是不可能的 .
我还在期待什么 ?
What am I waiting for ?
Why did you appeared again and it hurt me .
Did you know how much I love you ?
Why did you want to break up ?
WHY .
都说我很难对别人说出自己的感受了 .
但我不知道你目的是什么 ,
我写的状态你按赞让我又兴奋又心脆 .
每一次都有种想哭的冲动 .
之前你还默默去我推特了对不对 ...
我真的 会疯 .

好吧 , 要死了 .
再见 ! TUT

FUCK YOU SON OF THE BITCH

I DECIDED TO RELEASED ALL MY STRESS IN HERE BEFORE I COMMIT SUICIDE .
THANK YOU BLOG YOU ARE ALWAYS HERE WITH  ME .
I JUST WANT TO SAY ,
你打我的一个耳光 我会 10 倍回给你 ! 你忘了 , 我很记仇 :)
小弟弟 你未来还有很多精彩的事情还没发生 , 以后我一定会让你在我面前下跪磕头 
你 别 后 悔 . :)
DON'T WORRY , I WONT LET YOU SUFFER JUST AWHILE . 
I WILL LET YOU SUFFER LIKE YOU STUCK IN HELL AND LIFE .
THAT KIND OF PAIN .
YES , I AM MEAN !
SO WHAT ?
THAT'S WHAT YOU FORCE ME TO BE .
REMEMBER BITCH ? YOU SLAP ME ONCE WHEN YOU'RE YOUNG .
I FORGIVE YOU BECAUSE YOU'RE YOUNG .
BUT ASSHOLE , YOU'RE 13 THIS YEAR .
YOU KNOW WHAT IS RUDE WHAT IS BAD .
YOU SLAP ME AND YOU WILL REGRET IT FOR LIFE .
I SAY IT , I MEAN IT .
I CURSE YOUR EVERY SURGERY YOU WILL GO IN THE FUTURE WILL FAILED WITH CROAKED FACE / PLASTIC FACE .
EVEN WORST , NO GIRLS WANT YOU , EVEN THE DEAD ALSO WONT WANT TO SEE YOUR FUCKING FACE .
I'M NOT ANGRY JUST ONCE .
YES , MAYBE I WONT CALL YOU AS MY BROTHER WHEN I AM ANGRY .
BUT NOW , NOT ANYMORE .
I WILL SHOW YOU , I AM A COLD , MEAN AND HEARTLESS PERSON .
EVEN IF YOU WANT ME TO FORGIVE YOU , I WONT FORGIVE .
YOU STAB YOURSELF I WONT FORGIVE YOU EVEN YOU ARE DEAD .
THANK YOU .

PEOPLE WHO READ THIS AND FIND THIS CHILDISH YOU CAN KINDLY JUST CLICK X ON THE TOP RIGHT . WHAT I SAY , I MEAN IT . 

守护着 我孩子 TeenTop

虽然我不是 TeenTop 的亲妈妈 , 但我是他们的后妈 !
今天看到孩子拿到 Half Year in 2013 award 第三名 , 孩子啊 , 谢谢你们让妈妈过得很幸福 :)
不知道为什么我真的觉得自己是亲妈一样 , 好像辛辛苦苦培养孩子长大什么的 ..
明明什么都没有 , 还有我 TMD 在幻想什么 ! 爱一股 ~
不过看到孩子上台表演 , 我心里就是很暖 很暖 很幸福 很以你们为荣 为你们骄傲 !
我这疯婆真的快想疯了 ....
每天每天在想我 Andy 怎么样啊 ... 当爸爸辛苦吗 ... -v-
要是有一天他结婚了 , 我看我会出现在神经院吧 ?
希望 Andy 快戒烟 .... :) 韩国虽然天气冷 , 但 ..... 不至于需要吸烟 , 对吗 ? 我可以买给你暖包 , 你需要 100 1000 10000 个我都会买 ! :) 只要你戒烟我什么都愿意 TUT
真心地 ..... 戒烟好吗 ? :(
我一个健健康康 胖胖的你 , 行吗 ?
先镐啊 , 就为了自己健康戒烟好不好 ....
要吗我下跪求你好了 ....
其它四只也是 .... 尤其那申歌手啊 !
大大也戒吧 ! 别说什么自己想戒才戒 -v-
猫咪怎么能吸烟 , 对猫身体不好 !
Jinnie 你也是 !!!!
只有 Mr.Kim 不让我担心 ... ?
我也快要变成神话亲妈了 ....
我以为你们是我男朋友 ... 结果我错了 , 我是妈妈 ?
不说了 , 明天台湾场加油 , SJ 也加油 ! TeenTop 孩子也加油 ! 我爱你们 !

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130622 Shanghai Shinhwa

I went to CD shop today , I saw The Return Grand Tour in Seoul DVD , too bad , I always lazy to bring my wallet ! Regret now :(

And woah ,I think they had fun just now. The end of today :)

Hopefully they enjoyed >.<

I just want them to be happy , thats all !

Yesterday Jinnie was unwell , I dont know how he did today !

Hyesung looked so cute in every damn photo !! 

I think I am falling in love with him again , haha , lol ..

I wont , cause I had you , Lee Sun Ho ! 
I like Andy but I love SunHo even more !
now I just want he to be friend with me , really want to ..
Hope one day he will come to Malaysia to promote his ''son'' or Shinhwa or himself , just come , I try to go to cheer for you . 
I cant make promise for that . At least , I have a true heart on you !
I really love the way you smile , and always acting cute in front of the camera and all the hyung kiss on your cheek ! Yea , it makes me jealous sometime ...
I want to kiss and hug you just like they do it !!
kkk , and I want to know why you dont show your muscle like everyone except Hyesung and you ? Why ? >//<
okay , I am a pervert . So what ? LOL , just want to check on his body ! I am just CONCERN about him ! ._____. (( who the hell gonna believe my stupid nonsense !

Woah , it's late now . Off to bed ! 
Sleep tight and sweet dream everyone ! especially my Oppa <3 
Good Night ! NO SMOKING ! okay ?

Just to update

Dear Blogger ,
So long never update you ,
did you miss me ?
1 month I had disappear kinda busy these days .
Sem break only 1 week , 
I was watching Mr.Kim !
Oh , now I realized that how much I love Shinhwa ! 
OMG , they are goddess of goddess the king of the king and I really love them !
I alaways regret not to know them earlier like Suju .
I'm sorry but I love you (( sound lyris but YEAH it is !

I dont know why people keep on saying Shinhwa is old , why are you still loving them .
Bitch please , Love is blind oh babe you're so blind ! 
no matter how old are them I still will love them because I love them like a love song babe !
They are great you know ? 15 years they debut ! and they still manage to have their own company .
Did your idol have one ? NO so shut up !

Ahhhh , forget to tell out my bias ! 
My bias is Father to TeenTop and 100% - Andy Lee Sun Ho <3
I just love the way he is .
I dont know why I am so addicted to him now :)
He is cool , dont he ?
hehe .
We live for this love <3

Shinhwa - This Love <3

By the way , Henry is the new solo artist in SM !
woohoo ! New ? who says !
I'm trap ! 
Really is a nice song ! LOVE <3

Henry - Trap ~

不会表达自己的心情

我真的不会表达自我 

我的心情以向来都是自己啃的

我很难向别人说心事

我真的不会

请你不要误会我

还有

谢谢让我知道你不了解我 

To my Dream or Stay ?

I dont know what should I do now ?
Almost a year I study in this college and find it quiet useless ..
But then I want to go oversea study in Taiwan ...
How to tell my dad this ? OMG !
Just now when I say my friend is going to Taiwan for further study and he said Taiwan always having earthquake .. 
How I supposed to tell him I want to quit this college ? :(

I AM LOST .